Ben wasn't in school today and yesterday.I wasn't on the lookout for him but it's easy to notice when a member of the band is missing.Leah and Mira asked about him,Calum was quiet throughout our meal.

　　I swipe to the next picture on the Mending Heart Instaagram page.There's a picture of Ben in their customised shirt and another of all of us in one frame.He's smiling at the camera.Looking at the picture makes me smile and I have to remind myself I shouldn't be ...