It hurts too much.My body is on fire and it's not yet right to push.Why isn't it time?I need them to get the baby out of me.Not later,now.

　　Sweat drips down my forehead and my eyes sting with tears.The doctor has stopped the bleeding.I have been cleaned up,changed into a hospital gown.

　　They say everything is fine but it's not.The contractions are ripping me from inside out and all Ben does is mutter unintelligible gibberish.He put the baby inside me,he should ...