I scrubbed my eyes continuously and looked more meticulously to be sure it wasn't playing tricks on me, 

　　Someone should just tell me I fell asleep and must be dreaming, it can't be them because this is the last moment when I'll end it all, the day when my long time desire of destroying the lack would be accomplished, 

　　No one can stop me, no one is going to stop me, I won already!!

　　I looked around for Jake yet there was no glimpse of him around the ...