Lila's POV

　　I was dressing up when I suddenly felt dizzy, holding the wall with one hand while the other hand was on my head, keeping me steady. After a while, the dizziness stopped and I continued with what I was doing.

　　Kian has made a strict rule that no one leaves the pack and no one enters the pack as well, the sudden strict rule was something still unknown to me. Did he do that because of me? I laughed but the strange thing is that he still allows his guards to allow me out while others remain trapped in here.

　　Sometimes I wonder if he is doing all this to gain back my attention.

　　Well as long as I get to see my mate, Gamma Wilfred, I am good though he has been acting strange this period... Maybe he is shy!

　　But today I have decided to have a taste of him, to feel how Lycan is on the bed. I have heard different stories about their sexual hormones and their strength in bed and today I have decided to taste it.

　　I am putting on one of my sexiest clothes that I am sure he wouldn't be able to resist having his hands all over me.

　　I did a final touch on my makeup to lit up my face a bit when suddenly the door opened and surprisingly Fiona walked in.

　　I wasn't expecting her, it is not like we ever get along except when we want to get to Rhea. Since Rhea is no longer here I wonder why she is here. I heard about her falling out with Kian, who hasn't been himself since the departure of his wife.

　　"I am not in the mood for any discussion," I quickly said, wanting a way to dismiss her.

　　"Yes, I can see that you're going out,"

　　"Better," I swirled to look at her, "More reasons why you should get out of my room,"

　　"Hmmm," she chuckled, "so rude," she let out, earning a sharp glare her way. She now looks skinny and tattered unlike Fiona whom I used to know, I wonder what happened?

　　"You won't ask me why I came?"

　　"Not like it is any of my business," I retorted harshly when packing my hair in a messy ponytail.

　　"Lila!!" She screeched, her face contorted in anger. Stopping what I was doing I turned to glare at her.

　　"Put some respect when calling that name!" I snapped, glaring at her.

　　"Why…. You are no longer the beta, you now have no position," closing the door behind her, she mocked.

　　My heart twisted at her words and a shadow fell by the side of my face, clearing my throat. I allowed my nasty smile to sneak in. "I no longer have a position but at least I have something bigger," she c***k her head at me in a mocking manner.

　　"I got a gamma for myself," I flashes her a triumphant smirk. I noticed her mood changed immediately after the word slipped out from my lips, "Who could want a slut like you, and besides why hasn't he marked you?"

　　My smile instantly wiped off as I blink in shock before glaring at her.

　　"Don't get too excited, Lila, because Lycan is known for their possessive nature, and for him not to have claimed you all this while maybe you are his toy that he will surely dispose of after use because come to think of it, who will want used trash like you...

　　I didn't let her finish before the palm of my hand connected with her cheeks.

　　Her head snapped to the side with so much force you would think that she'd broken it. And the print of my hand was evident in the pink of her cheeks. Holding her face she blinks in shock before her eyes snap to mine with so much hatred burning in them.

　　"Just the same you were disposed of after using, idiot," A wave of anger is riding out from my body, and my wolf is at alert ready to attack with fierceness. How dare she disrespect me like that. She is just a mere mistress and has no right.

　　"B*tch," my eyes glowed a bright green color, and I watched her cower back in fear.

　　"Li... La," she stammered, fear evident in her eyes.

　　"I am no longer sharing that dustbin with you... I will always step higher, I now have a gamma Lycan to myself and not a confused werewolf Alpha," my lips pulled up in a snarl, and I mocked her.

　　"Lila…"

　　"Get out of my room!" I didn't allow her to finish before I pointed at the door.

　　"Lila, please..."

　　"NOW!!" she scrambled out of my room. Sighing, I strengthened myself and picked up my bag, and left as well.

　　To say I had one hellish day was an understatement, first was my fallout with Fiona and now I am at the thorn pack, Wilfred is acting somehow.

　　His attitude makes me sometimes question if he ever wants me or does he know anything about me.

　　Walking inside the Thorn pack the guards were quick to direct me where he was since the news of us being mates had circulated the place.

　　On my way, I saw Sheila who rolls her eyes at me and walked away but my anger is not her but when I saw that b*tch, Luna Rhea, with my mate sitting on the same bench together. Laughing at something that I had no idea if it is even funny.

　　Seeing me she cleared her throat and walked away, at least I love the fact that she knows her boundary. I turned to see the pitiful look on Wilfred's face, the way he was looking at her as if he had done something wrong.

　　I felt my heart crushed at the look in his eyes but before I could react I felt dizzy and collapsed to the ground.

　　"Lila... !!" That was the last thing that I heard before slipping into unconsciousness.