Going out again wasn't in my plan today, albeit when Tyler insisted-saying we were not training today, I knew I had no choice but to go out with him.

　　"Where are we going?" I asked for the umpteenth time as he drove at a high speed through the busy highway. From his radio, the soft rhythm of Billie Eilish and Khalid 'Lovely' drifted off, conveying from me an incessant urge to cry.

　　It was so emotional. As if connecting to my current dilemma.

　　"I told ...