(Ashton's pov)

　　I was overdoing it, I knew that. Yet, I couldn't stop. I was hurting her very badly and knew despite all the brave front she was putting up, deep inside Gwen was breaking apart. That knowledge wasn't lost on me.

　　Call me a bad person, an insensitive arrogant asshole. I am all that and more. It's hasn't been easy on me either as Fang has abandoned me without giving a fuck about how I am faring without him. He has even fully withdrawn and hasn't ...