"When we lost someone, we also lost the purpose in life, and to find our way back, we blame ourselves, because at least, we found a new meaning, and that is to hate ourselves."

　　Kendra's POV

　　I was utterly shocked by my husband's words. Killed? No! That isn't true, at least not in my eyes and especially not in Grandpa's eyes.

　　But I never wanted to invalidate his feelings so I let him release all the guilt he has in mind.

　　"I killed him, ...