Ryan's POV

　　All the formalities brushed past me like a colorful bliss.

　　I knew it was a huge moment in my life, a moment I'd dreamed of and longed for since I was a child. Even as I grew up, that childish wish and dream followed me, only hidden better. This was not what I had pictured.

　　Formal, swift, and more mandatory than anything else. I knew it was partly my own fault because my head was not in it. I also began to blame Hannah. I couldn't believe ...