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CHAPTER 83 Enjoy Yourself

  Ares POV

  Suddenly, she let out a primal howl, pushing me away with a force that sent me stumbling backward. Her eyes transformed into a fiery yellow hue, a clear indication of the inner conflict consuming her. In an instant, her features contorted as her wolf form asserted itself, her snarling visage a stark reminder of the danger she posed.

  Her nails dug into my chest as she lunged forward, her intent clear. Yet, even in her attack, I couldn't help but feel a longing for the connection we once shared.

  "Hurt me, my love," I commanded, my voice heavy with longing, as if hoping to bridge the chasm that had grown between us.

  I stared into her wolf's eyes, seeing the struggle mirrored within them, as her instincts warred with her emotions. Even her wolf form seemed to push me away, a reflection of the turmoil in her heart that resonated with the depths of my wolf, Blaze.

  Despite her wildness, I reached out and gently tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear, a tender gesture amidst the chaos surrounding us.

  "Leave me alone," she groaned, her voice betraying a vulnerability that pulled at my heartstrings. I watched as she turned and fled from me, her weakness evident even in her retreat.

  As she disappeared, retreating further into the depths of the forest, I couldn't shake the heavy weight of her rejection. The realization hit me like a blow to the chest: she truly despised my presence.

  Returning to my group with a heart weighed down by sorrow, I find myself grappling with the unchanging intensity of my emotions for Dana. Despite her efforts to distance herself from me, my resolve to pursue her remains steadfast, fueled by the anticipation of eventually earning her forgiveness. Amidst this internal turmoil, I find myself questioning my strength, wondering if my perceived vulnerability is indeed a sign of weakness.

  My mind is constantly consumed by thoughts of her, and it's been making me feel so helpless lately. I've realized I need some time away from everyone, just to clear my head and maybe feel like a normal guy again, even if it's just for a little while. So, I decided to hop in my car and leave the group behind, heading to the club like I used to do back in my teenage days.

  Once I'm at the club, I do what I always do - I grab a few drinks and try to forget about everything, hoping against hope that Dana has received the letters I've been sending her. But deep down, beneath the loud music and the clinking of glasses, there's this tiny spark of hope that maybe, just maybe, she's read them and understands how much she means to me. So, I keep on drinking, trying to push those thoughts aside, but they just keep coming back, haunting me throughout the night.

  Arriving at the club, her presence still consumes my thoughts entirely. It's like she's filled the very fabric of my mind, yet paradoxically, I find myself relishing in the chaos she's wrought. The idea of her permeating every facet of my existence holds an allure that I can't resist; I long for her to intertwine herself with every aspect of my being, no matter the consequences. She's become the sole reason for my existence, breathing life into a previously monotonous existence.

  Even the allure of power pales in comparison to the hold she has over me now. No amount of strength or willpower could ever hope to sever the bond she's forged between us.

  As I try to divert my thoughts from Dana, I can't help but wonder about the eclectic mix of patrons in the club. Are they all werewolves like me, or are there humans among them as well? The curiosity nags at me, a welcome distraction from the relentless thoughts of her that plague my mind.

  Turning my attention to the bar.

  "Can I get a vodka..." I murmured as I dropped some money onto the counter, my gaze fixed downward, avoiding eye contact with anyone around me. The ambient noise of the club enveloped me, providing a temporary escape from the thoughts of Dana that consumed my mind.

  The young woman smiled warmly and responded, "Of course, sir, here it is." As she handed me the drink, a gentle glow adorned her face, adding to her charm. Taking a moment to observe her, I couldn't help but notice the striking resemblance she bore to Dana, despite being a different individual altogether. It was a resemblance I had been reluctant to acknowledge, repeatedly convincing myself that it was merely a figment of my imagination.

  Without hesitation, I downed the vodka, relishing the sensation as it warmed me from the inside out, perfectly syncing with the rhythm of the music playing in the background.

  "Have fun," she chimed in with a charmingly cute voice, adding to the ambiance of the moment.

  All that resonates in my memory is the echo of her voice softly murmuring, "Enjoy yourself, Ares." Reflecting on it now, I can't help but acknowledge the complexity of my emotions. Is it mere folly to entertain the notion that her lingering presence in my thoughts stems from a sense of revulsion?

  It's only now dawning on me the sheer volume of beer or other libations I've imbibed. Rising from my perch at the bar, I meandered through the throngs of revelers on the dance floor, my senses somewhat dulled by the evening's indulgences. Amidst the pulsating crowd, a singular figure, a fellow human, extended her hand toward mine, pulling me into an unexpected connection.

  "You look incredibly handsome," she slurred, her words tinged with the unmistakable haze of intoxication.

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