Calista

　　I can feel my body is sore from last night. I spent the night with Zane, and it was entirely real-I wasn't drunk. I chose to be with him because I was overwhelmed and grateful for everything he has done for me.

　　I've never witnessed anyone behave so thoughtfully. Right now, I'm still lying beside him in bed, both of us naked. He looks so handsome as he sleeps, and I don't want to disturb him.

　　I just want to gaze at him without him noticing. It ...