My hand squeezed the sheets that covered my bed and it was white before the blood merged with it, the Alpha passionately kissed my lips as he slide in, our lips pressed against each other the moment he came to my room and our lips can’t be separated after that.

　　He gave me comfort, his torso fell on my face and it was my first having someone on top of me. We found each other and it is my fate to be with him, no one can separate us, including my father after tonight.

　　The sunlight which came through the window hit my eyes, causing me to wake from my sleep and the moment I woke up, I found my wrists bruised and I have no idea what causing it, turned out that was just a dream.

　　“Shit, not again!” I mumbled, puzzled as to why my wrists were bruised.

　　My eyes were drawn to my wrists, which were hurting; my bones felt like they were cracking inside and my blood stopped flowing the moment I moved them.

　　If last night was a dream, why did it feel so real? I could clearly remember the night I spent with him; he took my V card, but there was no way last night was real; I’m sure I was sleepwalking and the bruises on my wrists were the result of that.

　　I get out of bed and move on, pushing myself harder to forget about the nightmare I’ve had, and when I do, I notice blood on the sheets.

　　“Holy crap” I exclaimed tensely, my gaze fixed on the red sheets.

　　“Did I really lose my virginity last night? Does he come to my room?” I wonder and immediately take the sheets off the bed, tossing them on the floor after that while my heart races at full speed.

　　Someone pounded on my door, which surprised me because I still had the blood-splattered sheets on the floor. My body was trembling as I was on the verge of death.

　　“Hi, it’s me!” A girl’s voice popped out from the outside of the room; it was Lara who pounded on the door

　　“One sec” I shouted, hiding the sheets beneath the bed at full speed. 

　　I make my way to open the door after managing to hide the evidence, with a huge tense smile on my face; I open the door for Lara.

　　“Good morning, Lara, I didn’t expect you to come this early” I declared, pleasing Lara to come in; my hand hung at that time, welcoming her.

　　“It’s not even morning! You got up late and the party is three hours away” Lara responded. 

　　“What, are you kidding me?” I raised my voice and was surprised because I had never gotten up late before.

　　Lara moved her gaze to the clock on the wall, signaling me to look at it, and when I did, the blood in my body flowed down to my feet, and I was messed up. 

　　“Fuck!” I mumbled; quickly returns to my room, leaving Lara at the door; she then enters my room.

　　My guardian seemed to notice that I was overwhelmed at the time; not only did I wake up late, but I also hadn't prepared anything, not even a dress in my wardrobe, because I had not expected a student welcoming party like today.

　　And it turned out she came to give me the dress that my mother had sent me this morning, how thrilled I was to see that, but the thrill I felt this morning was replaced by shame that will rent-free in my brain for the rest of my life, but Lara solve my puzzled.

　　“There’s blood in your pants” Lara declared from behind me.

　　I turned around and immediately stopped looking through my wardrobe for something to wear to the party; my brow furrowed as I heard her words; I was perplexed.

　　“What are you talking about?” I pretended to know nothing; my heart was about to burst when I realized the dream could be true, that the Alpha had taken my virginity the night before.

　　“I think you got your period, ugh, forget about it, you can clean up after I give you this” Lara groaned, handing me a red box containing a red dress that my mother had sent me this morning.

　　The guard gave Lara the red box this morning because they discovered my room was still closed when they arrived. Without wasting any time, I took the box from her and demanded she leaves me by myself.

　　“Hey, can you please give me some minutes? I have to clean myself up! You don’t want to see blood all over my room after I pull my pants down, right?” I chuckled, and Lara seemed to realize it was time for her to go.

　　“Sure…” Lara then stepped out and closed the door, responding with a chuckle.

　　After she left, I hurriedly locked the bedroom door and went back to bed, taking a deep breath when I realized that last night was just a dream, and Lara answered the question that had been on my mind since I woke up, I got period, not get fucked by the Alpha.

　　The Alpha did not take my virginity, and the bruises on my wrist that I believe were caused by his grip last night were merely coincidental; I could have gotten this from the Omega’s push yesterday.

　　After that, relief began to wash over me, but last night felt so real. After I closed my eyes, it felt like someone had come into my room and climbed on top of my bed, and when I saw the Alpha in my sight, I immediately ran my lips to him and kissed him nonstop until we were both wet.

　　“Ugh, Elora, wake up! Stop thinking about him! You can’t be with him!” I rushed out of bed, went straight to the restroom, and then prepared myself.

　　Every drop of water reminded me of him when it touched my skin, even though I only dream of him, the sensation of his fingers running across my skin was as real as being hit by water.

　　“Tap, tap, tap…” The water sounding noise when it touches my skin, the sounds were the same when his skin hits my skin; I close my eyes to feel the water and I think of him, get hard after and I decide to stop, how could I imagine him with me now, I felt so embarrassed. 

　　Getting out of the restroom, I make my way toward the bed, grabbing the dress out of the red box; I then put on the dress that my mother gave me, smiling to myself in the mirror. 

　　"Well, you're now more beautiful than your mother!" I laughed to myself, admiring myself because the dress I'm wearing now is the most beautiful dress I have ever worn. My father and mother must have argued over this dress, but in the end, they decided on this one; I can't imagine what our house was like back then. 

　　I started putting on makeup, doing my hair, and wearing my favorite Eden Spring perfume; no one will smell better than me tonight. 

　　When everything was finished, I didn't forget to put on the last thing I almost forgot; I scratched a red lipstick on my lips, turning the lips that had appeared pale into colored and I was ready to step out, feeling confident; I am ready to meet everyone, especially him.