Emma Pov

　　My lust mixes with the feeling of reverence as I feel Matthew completely inside me. Each thrust he makes within me elicits a pleasurable moan from my lips. Matthew kisses me with euphoria, his lips biting mine with desire, and I do the same.

　　I lean my body back, allowing Matthew's thumb to find my clit, and he begins to massage it. This sends more shocks of excitement through me, making me move my hips faster, back and forth.

　　"Don't stop, my sexy mate. Keep going. I want you to cum on my cock," Matthew growls in his husky voice. His command turns me on even more, and I obey.

　　The motion of his thumb on my clit is delicious, sending spasms of desire throughout my body. It doesn't take long before I cum on Matthew's cock, supporting myself on his chest, scratching hard as an explosion of orgasm spreads through me. I tremble and feel weakened for a few seconds, but my desire remains.

　　My lips meet Matthew's, and we kiss passionately and wildly, our tongues dancing together. Matthew's hands now guide the rhythm of my hips on top of him. My clit is still sensitive, but the sensation is so delicious that I just want to continue.

　　Matthew changes our position, making me get on all fours. He positions himself behind me and once again teases me with his cock brushing against the entrance of my soaked pussy. To me, this is the best torture anyone can inflict on another. I arch my buttocks towards Matthew, and he slowly slides his cock into me. I feel every inch of his penis entering me, and it's delightful.

　　With each thrust Matthew makes, he pulls my hips towards him. I feel his entire cock inside me, causing a mix of pain and pleasure. Spankings on my butt make me moan even louder.

　　When Matthew finally cums inside me, a roar escapes his lips. Our breaths are accelerated and panting. Matthew stays inside me for a few more pleasurable seconds.

　　We settle on the couch, Matthew pulls me into his arms and places a blanket over our naked bodies. The warmth of his body is enough to keep me warm throughout the night. We stay silent for several minutes, just catching our breath. Then Matthew's lips begin to lightly kiss my shoulder, giving gentle bites that send shivers through me.

　　"You have no idea how much I crave you, Emma. The desire that pulses within me when you're around. The urge to take you in my arms... gosh, I can't get the night of my birthday out of my mind. The way we danced, I could have fucked you right there in front of everyone," Matthew declares in his husky voice, sending shivers down my spine.

　　I caress Matthew's face, running my hand through his messy hair, down to his cheek, and my fingers delicately trace his moist lips. "Your presence causes euphoria in every molecule of my body, Matt."

　　Because of the turmoil within me, I don't want to hurt Matthew's wolf pack with my presence. I may have stayed here and now with him, but my worries have returned, and they won't go away anytime soon.

　　I bring my face close to his, gently brushing our noses together until a passionate and tender kiss finds our lips. A hidden and secret farewell kiss. I nestle deeper into Matthew's arms, hugging him tightly until sleep overtakes us both.

　　I sleep lightly and feel protected, not wanting to wake up to the day ahead. During the night, I wake up a few times, a bit startled by agitated dreams that try to take away the little peace I find in Matthew's arms.

　　When the day arrives, I am awakened by the sound of birds hidden in the trees, still untouched by the morning light. Matthew snores softly, making me smile to myself.

　　The last time we slept together, I left at dawn, and I know how much it hurt Matthew. I wish I didn't have to do it again. I wish I could stay and let my worries and fears not be greater than my desire to stay.

　　I get up slowly and cautiously so as to not wake Matthew. I dress and kiss Alpha Matthew's forehead before leaving the gazebo. My heart feels heavy in my chest as I walk back to the main house of the Night Howlers Pack. The sun is rising, and the path is still a bit dark.

　　"He deserves a proper farewell, Emma," Accalia speaks sadly in my mind.

　　I sigh at her thought. When I reach my room, I decide to write him a letter. A proper farewell was necessary, even if it wasn't face-to-face.

　　I sit on the windowsill with a notebook in hand and a pen. The words don't come immediately, making me even more anxious.

　　"I don't know what to write, Accalia," I say frustrated, staring at the blank paper before me. Until the words start to flow from Accalia's mind to mine, like a river's current, and I begin to write:

　　Matthew, as much as every molecule of my body is euphoric when I'm with you, I need peace. I don't think I'll find it here in the Night Howlers Pack or even in my old wolf pack. It's time for me to leave and start a new life, a fresh start for me. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for these seven months by your side. You were a great friend when I needed it most, and you've been a perfect alpha, even if you're not mine. Please, don't look for me and don't worry about me. I apologize for leaving at dawn once again. I realize now that it's easier for me this way, it hurts less to see your peaceful face sleeping while I leave.

　　I stare at the words on the paper and control myself from writing how much I feel I love him. "I can't be that selfish," I mumble to myself, signing the letter with my name.

　　I place the folded letter on the untouched bed. I grab a backpack and pack some clothes I've acquired over time here in the Night Howlers Pack. The sun begins to rise through the window, and I hurry to leave the Night Howlers Pack territory as quickly as possible.

　　With the backpack on my back, I leave the main house without encountering anyone familiar. Everyone is still sleeping in their rooms, and the warriors on patrol don't care enough about me as I head into the forest. I pass a few meters near the glass gazebo, my heart tightens knowing that Matthew is inside.

　　"We can stay," Accalia says in my mind, and I shake my head.

　　"Our place is not here, Accalia," I reply sadly. I adjust the backpack on my back as I cross the border of the Night Howlers Pack.

　　My steps in the forest are filled with the sound of dry leaves beneath my shoes. I walk for several hours until the sun is high above my head, arriving in an area unknown to me.

　　A rocky plain with few trees, and in the distance, I see a vast, beautiful lake. I realize it's not a territory dominated by any wolf pack.

　　"There's no life here," Accalia observes in my mind.

　　"It's perfect for us to start over," I declare decisively.

　　I sit on a rock and fold my legs into a lotus position, with my knees bent forward. My eyes contemplate the vast beauty of the rocky plain before me with excitement. I take a deep breath and straighten my spine.

　　"I, Emma Smith, reject the Moonshadow Pack," I whisper the words to the wind, feeling my bond with my old wolf pack break forever within me.

　　The pain isn't as intense as my bond breaking with Michael when he rejected our partnership. But a void settles within me, a void that needs to be filled by a new wolf pack. My new wolf pack.

　　"Our pack?" Accalia asks curiously.

　　"Yes, our pack; Stonehaven Pack," I declare decisively as I gaze at the new future that awaits me and Accalia.