Nash's POV

　　I woke up the night before the celebration. I slowly opened my eyes only to find Amber lying next to me. Gritty my teeth, I tried to pull myself away from her without waking her up, and I succeeded after much effort.

　　Staring at her sleeping face for a while, I couldn't help the disgust I felt each time I whispered sweet nothings to her. It took all my willpower not to pull away from her like something repulsive and each time we made love, it felt like ...