As much as I've ever had in my life and the people, I thought was not permanent in my life are still here today in front of me. Flora who took me to the sidewalk, a friend of mama's, who even though my mother had done bad things to her was still good to me until now. Jagger was the man who first make my heart beat fast. The man who made me feel pain, and I'm happy even though I can't remember him but my heart is trying to recognize him.

　　I really wanted to remember. I wanted ...