After talking with Flora , I went to my room. I want to go to Jagger's room but I know he still won't talk to me.

　　I sat on the bed and stared at the pills in my hand. For me, what I'm doing is right. Me who wants to finish school first and Jagger who wants to get me pregnant while studying. For me that is difficult.

　　Let's say he has a lot of money and he can support us but what about me? Is it really necessary to forget my own decision for him?

　　I ...