I obsessed over Billie, too but in a different way. The love I had for her was complicated, both safe and unsafe. I could take refuge in her being a constant in my life; always somebody I could turn to in Hexen Manor because of how my father smothered her. It was wrong of me to take advantage of that, but I never did anything about it because I liked how she was always there for me, how I was the only one who treated her right, which made her appreciate me all the more. She was my adopted ...