The rest of the ride back to the dorm was quiet. What I did was so wrong that it’ll take a miracle for me to come out of it. Finally, I had done it. The final straw, and it cost me Alexander. I don’t know any feeling worse than this right now. 

When we arrived at the dorm, he still didn't speak to me, and I got it. I totally understand why. But why do I feel like he was being selfish? He knew about my secret affair with Adrian and still stayed; he forgave me and gave me a fresh start. Why ...