Aria’s/Lysara's POV

For the second time tonight, again, I was rendered speechless. I did not just not know what to say, I didn't know what to feel either. My mind was one fuzzy mass of thoughts. I couldn't arrange them into coherence.

I could tell him what I believed I felt, that even if he loved me, it still wouldn't change my hate for him, and I would never love him. But the problem with that was I wasn't actually sure if all that was true. I hated him. There was no doubt about that, but ...