Xadrien POV

As soon as I walked out the door I shut the door, as I exhaled , standing there hearing her crying, i was happy she was here , in there i had to hold my ground, from hugging her so tight,.

I wanted to kiss her , hug her, and tell her how much I had wanted her, but

I was scared, scared that she may walk away from me, tomorrow,her lies had cut so deep into me,they had crippled me, and filled me with doubt about her and to add to that, this was a critical time.

I couldn't tell her ...