It was finally the day I've been waiting for and the thought if it made me feel a flush of emotions.

I sat down quietly and allowed the make up artist to apply the make up on my face.

I couldn't believe it was really happening — my wedding day but if there was anything I was grateful for, it was that it happened and my mom was seeing today.

It made me emotional to think of my mom and how she may have survived but may not likely live long enough to see me have kids.

The thoughts of it ...