I was thinking Emily would say something about that night but she didn't. Two days went and she didn't mention it and that got me worried.

I was hoping we'd address it and I'd get another chance to apologize and explain how my actions were influenced by alcohol. I won't lie, 55 % of what I did want because I was drunk. I knew what I was doing, I had planned it and told myself several times that it would be a bad idea. I wanted her to much that I for a second, felt been hard on her would make ...