This would be the first time I would see Nate after the assault.

I talked a hell of a lot of shit for me to be here taking deep breaths with Alessandro. No, I wasn't scared. I think anyone would be a little anxious to see someone that killed their child. Even if he didn't know I was pregnant.

My hand was on Alessandro's heart, his breathing steady and me trying to imitate the same. "I'll be right behind you, okay?" I nodded, still taking deep breaths as he spoke. "I love you. Your so strong ...