June

Mr. Paul’s voice rings over the microphone, crisp and excited, announcing the overall winners of the games played during the three-day retreat. I squeeze Tobias’ hand and glance around at my teammates. We hold each other’s hands, hearts hammering in collective anticipation.

The announcement lands

"For second place– runners-up— Blue team!"

Tobias exhales sharply, disappointment plain on his face. "Oh– we didn't get first place."

I jump in quickly, guilt twisting in my ...