I anticipated a sudden eruption. For him to criticize me harshly for being so careless and putting our kids at risk. He does not act that way. Instead, he takes an action that completely surprises me. He takes hold of me and brings me onto his lap. Initially, I tense up, fearing that he might become aware of his actions and decide to remove me from his lap. When that does not occur, I slump and sink into his warmth. I rested my head on his shoulder. His appealing scent soothing me.

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