Two Year ago

Today was my eighteenth birthday, but no one remembered it, hence nobody wished me.

But I didn’t let that make me sad, I was happy today because now I was finally of the age where I could find my mate and possibly get away from the pack. I first went to the temple of the moon goddess; I prayed there for a while before I went to the graveyard to visit my mother’s grave. Normally I am not allowed to leave the house.

I need permission for everything I do including eating too, but today I didn’t care, I had to see my mother, and even if I knew this would not end well, I would be beaten black and blue I still wanted to spend a few hours of my eighteenth birthday with my mother.

After she died no one ever wished me birthday or took notice of my presence. No one cared for me in this world other than her.

I smiled as I looked at her grave, I offered some flowers before I sat down on the ground, “Ma, I hope you are looking at me from above, today I turned eighteen, bless me. And please ask the moon goddess to bless me with a wonderful mate, someone who would take me away from this horrible pack.

I stayed there for a while and talked with my mother for a while before I felt a weird sensation something that I had never felt before. I felt my spine tingling and my blood rushing I immediately got up as my wolf became excited.

‘Mate’

My mate.

I turned around and finally came face to face with a man that I had not expected.

Suddenly all my excitement and happiness turned into dread, my heart dropped to my stomach and I felt weak.

I stood face to face with Reagan Lawrence.

The alpha who hated my pack, and hated me too! Since I was the daughter of the alpha, my father Greg was the alpha of the blue moon pack, and since he had no son, it was decided that his pack would merge with Drake’s pack.

I had never understood his hatred towards my dad and pack, but I knew this wasn’t going to end well.

“Fuck no!” he yelled as he glared at me with his fierce gaze, I felt scared and my eyes were filled with tears, “this can’t happen! I won’t let this happen hell no!” he yelled and my heart broke.

I knew what was going to happen, but I was not ready for it, “Please…” I tried to speak, but my voice came out as a whisper barely audible, “Please don’t reject me.”

I have been rejected, and hated by everyone around me, a rejection from my mate would break me.

“Ain’t no want I am going to accept you as my mate! Your worthless useless runt!”

His words stung and now I was crying, “Please don’t do this to me, please give me a chance.”

He shook his head and looked at me with disgust, “Disgusting, you are so disgusting, are you so desperate that you would even sleep with your enemy?”

I cried harder.

“I am not like you; unlike you, I am loyal to my pack! Besides a woman like you can never be my mate or the luna of my pack!” he paused before he took a deep breath.

“I Reagan Lawrence, reject you Ruelle Harvey as my mate!”

“NO!” I screamed as I collapsed on the ground, I cried and cried and begged for him to reconsider but he just turned and walked away, leaving me behind in hell.

I stayed in that same spot for the entire day waiting for him to come back, it was around midnight when I went back home and as soon as I reached home, I was beaten black and blue by my family.

The pain of rejection and beating nearly killed me, in those dark days Drake often asked how I was and that little bit of sympathy made me like him.

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Present

I stared at Reagon, without blinking.

This man had rejected me, my tragedy started after he abandoned me, he is half of the reason why I went through that much pain.

I hated him.

“Why did you bring me here,” I asked my voice shaky and weak, I felt like I was minutes away from a heart attack, I saw the big guards behind me and suddenly I got flashbacks of my past life when I was tortured and raped in a cell.

This time I would rather die than go through that pain.

Reagan just stared at me he looked at me up and down before the saw spoke his deep husky voice gave me goosebumps, “First you tell me, what were you doing in my territory.”

His territory?

I closed my eyes and tried to stabilize my breathing as I said, “I didn’t know I was in your territory; I went to the woods for a run and I ran for hours I had no idea where I was going… it wasn’t intentional.”

“Do you really expect us to believe that?”

A man who stood next to Reagan was his beta, William spoke.

“Exactly how dumb do you think we are?” another man who stood on Reagan’s other side spoke.

Reagan stared at me, “Did your father send you? This victim card is not going to work here, tell us your purpose for invading my territory, or else I will make you talk.” He said in a dangerously low voice.

I was paralyzed with fear, it was the same, just like in my past life nobody was going to trust me, nobody was going to believe me, because of my innocent mistake I would be framed as a rogue, and my pack would abandon me, or kill me when I go back.

I am going to die. I started hyperventilating, I didn’t hear what the others were saying around me, and I didn’t notice someone moving towards me.

If I am going to die again in this life then it would be on my own record.

With that thought, I pulled out the glass shard from my sleeve and aimed it at my neck, and without further ado aimed at my neck, and in the next second blood splattered everywhere.