As I wait for the bus, I can't help but feel empty.... Is this really the life I want for myself? I could have been so much more if it wasn't for that incident........

The bus arrives, causing everyone to rush in just to get a seat. By the time I make it inside, all the seats were taken ..... I'm stuck debating on whether to stand or just wait for another bus when the bus suddenly moves, causing me to fall directly in a stranger's lap ........

I look up at him in shock as his face mirrors the same expression, I try standing up by using his jacket as support, but I'm pulled back by the bus driver's poor driving skills as he tries to overturn or something. The man makes a sound between a moan and a gasp as I'm slammed back at his groin area.

I give up all attempts to stand up, and I look at him apologetically. "I think it's safe to stand up now." I nod and stand up in embarrassment as we receive stares from the other passengers. The man gets up and motions for me to take the seat instead...... I take up his offer after a bit of declining, and I couldn't help but want to bury myself......this was too embarrassing!!

The bus makes another sharp turn, causing him to lose his grip on the rail as he falls on to me.... I'm stuck staring at how his face was so close to mine, we stay like that for seconds or who knows minutes. He clears his throat falsely as he gets up to pick up our phones that fell.....he hands me mine with a polite smile, making me feel at ease, which was weird because I'm normally uncomfortable around strangers.

By the time I'm home, a weird feeling surges up in me as I think of how that guy looked at me when I got off the bus.....I felt so familiar with him for some reason............

Settling down in my room, Haru comes in with a box of ice lollies.....he smiles at me as he settles next to me, "You need something, don't you ?" I eye him while taking one from the box. "You guessed right..... I need you to go with me to Siyan's house, I finally gathered the confidence to make things clear with him."......

"Now?" I ask in between licks. He gets up and drags me to the door, "He's getting engaged tomorrow. If I don't do it now, it'll be too late."

Siyan's mansion (10pm)

Haru and I are in his car at the gate of Siyan's mansion, "I'm sorry, but you need an invitation to go in." Says a security man as he suspiciously stares at us......Haru and I stare at each other. Was he throwing a party to celebrate or what?

"Brother, just let us in, we'll be out in minutes, ok?" Says Haru, which the security guard ignores ...... leaning in, I whisper to Haru. "Tell him you're his boyfriend.....and it's urgent." He looks at me as if I just suggested we jump off a building, "Are you crazy??? Do you want to get cancelled? No one knows Siyan's gay, nor will they believe you....." As Haru nags at me, an idea pops up.......

I get out of the car and walk towards the security guard. He looks at me in fright....yeah, I had that aura of scaring people more now that I'm still in my work uniform. "Wwwhat....ddo you -" I cut him off......" Tell your young master I'm pregnant, and no, I will not abort it....who cares if he's getting married? He must be responsible for me and my inborn child.".....

He looks at me in shock and stares at my tummy as he swallows deeply, "What are you looking at? Go before I post it on Weibo.....if his reputation gets ruined, you won't have a good time either, since you kinda caused it." He looks back at the mansion and then back at me, "I'll go inform the butler, you two stay here .....don't play any tricks."

Haru comes over, "That was crazy.....c'mon we'll take the servant's door to the mansion, Haru leads us through the mansion, though he later ditches me to go find Siyan, I get lost in some hallway that's stuck between the 19th century or something.....rich people really didn't have anything to spend their money on.

All of a sudden, I hear sounds between glass breaking and shouts, I follow it to find Haru and Siyan going at each other. Siyan looks at Haru in an indescribable manner while a trail of blood runs down his face.....and in Haru's hand was a broken wine bottle. "Damn! Haru, did we come for violence or to make things clear with your soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend?"

"Even if my family were fine with me marrying a man, it wouldn't be your turn, Haru......you don't have the status or the money and power. They'll never agree to us being together. So take the money and go." Says Siyan as he wipes the blood from his face. "I don't need your bloody money Siyan, you played me and lied to me.....can't you at least man up and apologize to me. " Says Haru as he goes in to hit Siyan again.

I quickly pull him back, "Calm down, it's not worth it......c'mon, let's go home. " Haru ignores me and pushes me away..... I stumble back several steps, landing in warm arms.... I try to steady myself, but he lets's go of me so fast just like how he appeared, and I fall on my ass with a loud thud. I look up to see the motherfucker that did that and "Shit!"......