Ava's POVEthan's appearance was something that I have not honestly prepared for but as time went on I started looking at better ways that I could have handled certain situations and just dealt with it by it was nobody's business because at some point it was supposed to give me some peace.

I didn't know what was involved per se but I knew that I had a lot of corrections to make and those corrections needed to be done and dusted before it was too late.

I did not have too many things to worry ...