Ava's povThe only thing that I was holding myself back from was making sure that I didn't allow myself to become even more entitled to destroy a person's life because I knew how hard it could go and how it could very a person and honestly speaking I just didn't have what it took to start with that.

If there was anything else that I wanted to achieve it was the fact that I just wanted to remain very low and I didn't want anything that was going to stress me out or make me start contemplating ...