
....
"Can you tell me why you think that she is fit and worthy for this great academy"
Black long hair, hot red lips, bright blue eyes...too bright that it made me more nervous than I already am.
Shit, all this is happening so fast.
Parting my lips slightly, I mumbled to myself as I shifted my gaze away from the formal business like principal that kept on staring intensely at me with those bright eyes that felt like she was going to hurt and drown me.
We should just leave now that we still have the chance.
Mumbling silently to myself again, I looked straight into my father's eyes and gave him the signal of how uncomfortable I was with all this, but in the end, and as if he was literally crazy of me completing my high school and studies, he shifted his gaze away from me, back to the weird yet beautiful woman that brought nothing but a strange aura to me and smiled warmly.
Dad, don't do this...
Watching him smile warmly to her, my inner mind went crazy again and screamed out to me to stop him, but in the end and even though I clearly didn't like the energy I kept on feeling in the principal's ever so large room, still my hands didn't stop him, instead I found myself staying awfully still.
Am such a coward!
Pressing my lips together in annoyance, I scold myself and my lack of bravery, but no matter how much I scolded, still the decisions that I didn't wanted to happen, were literally going to be made in front of my face.
"ALPHA ACADEMY... it somehow sounds odd to me"
The name of the "Prestigious" high school like the bright eyes principal sitting few distance away from us would call it, popping back into my head, I could still vividly remembered how everything happened so fast after that one night and after that break-up
To be frank, I would have never for once thought that I would ever move away from the town, and the place of my birth, but standing here right down was the everything that I needed to show me that it wasn't a dream
I have actually left everything behind, that douchebag, the school, or should I say ex school now, everything!
The realization hitting me once again, I parted my lips slightly and breathe in to calm myself, I did that not because I was tensed up, but because everything felt just so real, but at the same time so good to be true, that it ended up scaring me to the bones, cause the last thing I wanted was the past to repeat itself once again
I don't think I would be able to survive that if that ever happens and I guess that was one of the reasons why I didn't actually wanted to attend any high school anymore or damn academy like it is called here.
It's so scary and...
"Is that true Mirah?.."
The words of the bright eyes woman hitting me sharply, not only did it brought me out of my thoughts, but also did it made me more nervous again, cause I didn't knew what was happening or what my dad had discussed to her few minutes ago when I was in thought lane
"I asked you something, Miss Mirah" Hearing her words again, this time I watched as one of her eyebrows tilted up as she pierced her gaze into my eyes.
"I ..uh..."
Looking at her, I stammered out, and immediately shifted my gaze back to my father, since that's was the only thing I could do, but all he had on his face was a "This is one of best schools here, don't ruin this for yourself" kind of expression and somehow his expression made me feel shitty of myself.
"I guess you weren't listening to me then" The words fading away in the quiet, but at the same time tensed room, I heard the voice of the bright eyes woman again sharply as she watched me look at my dad, before I slowly shifted my gaze back to her.
"It's not that way, I was just..."
Looking at the middle age woman, I parted my lips and tried to speak and to prove myself that I wasn't reckless, but few words into trying to defend myself, she cuts my sentence off sharply and part her lips slightly with an unfriendly sigh escaping it, before she finally decides to speak
"I would ignore that "Absent minded teenage reckless" flaw that you have and ....
"Absent minded?...Flaw?..." Cutting her off, I repeated her sentence with one of my eyebrows tilting up, but as fast as I said that was as fast as my father immediately held unto my hand and gave me a tight squeeze to stop me from speaking any further
"Don't ruin this." Holding my hand tightly, he whispered ever so silently, that only I could hear, before smiling warmly back to the middle age bossy woman that somehow kept on worshipping this school as if it was a fucking god
"I beg you to ignore that"
Looking at her, I heard my father speak again so sweetly on behalf of me, that it somehow ended up making her wave off my "Rude" behavior like she termed it aside, before she parted her lips again.
"I would say this one: I would let you go to this school, ONLY because of your father, otherwise you are clearly not ALPHA's material, I don't even know what you are to begin with."
Watching her voice out, she said as she adjusted the documents on the table, scribbled something out and handed it over to my father, even though I was pissed by her words.
What on earth does she mean by she doesn't know what I am, what on earth am I suppose to fucking be?
Watching her hand over the paper that I presumed to be the school fees, my head literally exploded as I screamed out frustratedly to myself. That was all I could do, since I wasn't permitted to say my opinions out to her or else I would go against my father.
"We already have her size, so she would get the uniform right now and is expected to change into it at our changing room"
"Can't I just take the uniform home and like start attending tomorrow?"
Looking at her, I spoke out and decided not to say quiet anymore cause keeping silence was killing me, but yet again and as if it was a crime to express what I had thought, her expression changed awfully fast and she looked at me in such a way that made me feel like the freaking ground should open and swallow me up.
My nervous lips ended up parting on its own right after that.
"I mean, I ..." Parting my lips, I tried to rephrase my words again, but she wasn't interested in hearing the end of it either, so she cut me off sharply and focused all her attention on my father, who she concluded was a much better and sensible person to talk to.
Shit, that hurts.
"She must start attending classes now, or else she would be far left behind from catching up. I don't know the previous schools she had attended, but this one is nothing like that and we take the success of our students very seriously"
With all that leaving her lips, she ended the chit chat sharply, issued the red and checker school uniform to me and the next thing I knew I did after that, was waving my father a goodbye at the gate of the large high school
"Am so happy for you.." Smiling at me as he kept on admiring the new uniform that I didn't for once fancied, he whispered softly, before turning around to leave in order to stop himself from shedding proud tears in front of me, but I didn't let him take as much two steps, before voicing out.
"I don't want to attend this school, dad and I do know that you are hiding the papers from me, cause the fees are ridiculously expensive" Parting my lips, I yelled out sharply as I rushed to meet his figure.
"I don't want to, let me go with you" Rushing to me him, even though it was a day school and I would be back every evenings, still it all felt so scary, and like a new world that I didn't wanted to face right now
Running back to him, I realized that I had been wrong and wasn't really ready to start afresh, I didn't wanted to meet new faces, nor did I like the shitty fancy uniform I was wearing that made me look ever so ridiculous.
Running back to him, I felt save in his arms and his warmth was all I need, nothing else even if I die alone and don't find anyone new, but in the end and no matter how badly I wanted to be with him, still he remained the same caring father, who was willing to make sure I graduate and my life is perfect, so hugging him didn't last as long as it always did, cause he gently took my hands off him, before shifting his gaze to my teary face.
Shifting his gaze to me, his lips curved and he smiled so softly, even though I was literally tearing up
"You are not going to stay here forever" He said and I replied back with a head nod, but before I could utter any sentence out and how scared I was, he spoke out again and decided to end the conversation there and then.
"And as for the bills, I would balance the rest all up okay?, so don't ever feel like you are not worthy of schooling here." He said, and hearing him speak made more tears cloud back up like a stored rain box
"You deserve the best, this is the best for you.."
Looking at me with a smile on his lips, that was the last words I heard him say, before finally walking away from me, and all I could do was to stand there with my beating heart and watched his figure leave, until he was finally gone and until I could no longer see his figure anymore
"Alpha Academy..."
Turning back around at the huge school that looked like it had been there for a million of years, I parted my lips and let out a deep breath. A deep. breath that indicated the beginning of a new life,, to meet all the new faces, to start everything all over again, even though I wasn't clearly ready.
Cheers to a new fucking life, I hope it's less worst.
Staring at the school, I said as I adjusted the freaking tie that I just had to wear and moved a step forward, but before I had completely walked back into the school gates, my curious amber eyes darted to the side and I once again saw something ever so strange that made my heart start to beat fast and my head filled with confusion and a burning racing question that I knew no answer to...
Looking at the side, there was a old looking statue at the side of the school, but what made my heart race was how similar it resembled that of the moon, the full moon to be precise and it was shinning ever so brightly even in bright daylight
Looking at it, before immediately taking my gaze away, I concluded that maybe I was the one sick and seeing things, but one thing that I knew and kept on feeling ever since I arrive here was that there was something so wrong...
Something so weird...
What the fuck is wrong with this school....
Parting my lips, I mumbled out as I squeezed the hem of my skirt nervously and gulped my saliva down


