MIRAH

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My father left me, and I saw the strange statue the second after, but immediately I saw it, all I did was sigh, part my lips and breathe in heavily as I looked away quickly, unable to keep looking at it anymore, cause the more I looked was the more my heart strangely raced awfully fast.

"I must be sick"

Taking my eyes away, I scoffed out frustratedly as I finally walked back into the school that have finally started to look like nothing but hell to me, but that wasn't the end of my misery, cause immediately I stepped into the hallway, my mind clicked back and I remembered the class schedule the principal handed over to me of all the classes, that I have to attend.

Fuck!

Remembering about that only right now, I swore under my breath as I immediately took the list out of my pocket as fast as I could. I did that not because I wanted to, but because another horrible fact that I would admitted to myself was that I feared the principal would tattle on me to my dad, if I ever miss a single class.

"How shitty indeed"

With a frown evident on my face, I mumbled to myself as I squeezed the list much firmer on my hand.

Am not late and the class haven't started yet, I am not

Breathing in and out, I sang nervously to assure myself, but as soon as I just as much saw what was written on the first column of the list, I finally realized that even miracles don't happen anymore and my wish was something that was set aside and tossed into the trash.

I was late, so late, that it made my heart race another round of pure fright, and made me visualize the bright eyes principal shaking her head in disapproval to me, with her lips saying "You would never belong"

Shifting my fearful gaze away from the list as I bite my lips hard, I felt my stomach twist and an awful feeling engulfing it, making me finally feel really sick, cause the truth was that I want to be a ALPHA material, not because I care, but because I really wanted to prove the bright eyes wrong, so wrong that she would never underestimate me ever again.

Run! Run!

With the list held firmly in one hand, my instincts cried out to me again and the very next minute, I find my legs lifting up and running awfully fast to the class.

On my way running there, I kept on swearing and telling myself that maybe it was the rule or some kind of ritual, that every first day in a new school would always be so shitty and messed up that you barely survive.

Telling myself that, I thought that I had had the worst and after getting to the class, the nightmare would be over at last, but I was so wrong and got to realize that this "bad awful day" that I termed it to be was just a icing on the awful cupcake, when I pushed the door and banged into the class panting heavily and sweating all over.

Banging in, I needed no one to tell me that I looked like a sweaty miserable disorganized mess, but still that didn't stop me from shifting my gaze to the British looking man and parting my lips

"Am sorry am late, sir.." Looking at him, I say in a really low panting tone that only I could hear audibly, but in the end and the look he wore on his face did not only told me otherwise, but also did the writings on the white board ended up making me realize the stupid shitty mistake that I had just done.

"Geometry 250, what?"

Written boldly on the board, I immediately darted my eyes down to the list held firmly on my sweaty hands and finally realized that I had foolishly switched the numbers "205" with "250", and this was not my class.

Am screwed!

Realizing my mistake, my mind screamed out and told me the obvious as I took a sharp nervous quick breath and moved back shamelessly, but before I could as much get out of the hellhole, the British looking man who had no pity on me, decided to make me the joke of the class.

"It's evident on your sweaty face that you're a new comer, aren't you?"

Deep strict emotionless voice, looking at me right in the eyes, he said to my face mockingly and the next minute, I head everyone laughing at me.

I want to leave, I want to look away, I want to stop my emotional useless tears that clouded my eyes up, from spilling down, I swore I told myself that I would do just that, but instead my eyes shifted to the classroom and looked at the awful looking teenagers for a brief moment that reminded me of nothing but my ex high school and my tragic prom night.

Looking at them all, I came to the conclusion that there was no peace anywhere, not in my last town, not in this one either.

I hate this school!

Looking at them, my mind screamed out to me as I clenched my right hand angrily and used the left to immediately wiped the damn tears away from my eyes in order to keep my dignity, but still the damn teacher took it upon himself to make to me realize that I would never be like one of them.

"A little piece of advice for you..." Parting his lips slightly, I heard his voice again.

"I advice you drop out, since you can't even get to the right class probably" He said scoffing, before sighing and voicing out "Let me see your schedule" from his lips, but at that time, not only had I termed him as one of the teachers I would forever hate, but also did I ignored his words, didn't give him my list, and rather decided to listen to the voice in my head that told me to walk out.

I decided to do just that, but at the last moment and before I was finally gone, I shifted my amber eyes back to the entire grinning and mumbling awful class of teenagers one last time, but it was when I looked at the class at that one last time that I saw....HIM

Black short wavy hair, light grey eyes, he sat there seated next to the window side, arms folded together, his eyes looking at me intensely, more like studying me and remained the only one that wasn't laughing, but what was more shocking to me was that he alone turned out to be the same hot stranger I gave my virginity to less than a week ago

Seeing the same grey eyes as my mind took me instantly back to memory lane, my heart for a split second stopped beating, but I finally ran out to control my beating after immediately regaining my sanity back.

"No..no.. fucking shit!.."

Running out of the class with my fast racing heart, to say that I felt like I should disappear was an understatement, but rather it was more like I felt like the ground should open up and swallow me whole, as his bright eyes, the images and everything we did together kept on playing on my mind like a disc.

A fucking disc that I couldn't get out, even though I had willingly agree to be with him that night.

"What if he tells or have already told everyone of how cheap you could be.."

Moving lifelessly to my locker, one freaking thought popped in, then another telling me to run far away from this school that I had never for once felt comfortable with

"You are screwed now..."

Hearing the voices again, I placed my head on my locker to control my racing heart beat, but this time and as if not even being on my side, the awful voices increased, and for the second time my heart stopped beating again, but before the voices could destroy me completely, I heard a loud bang from the door of the hellhole class I ran away from minutes ago, before seeing...him... again, but this time I saw no blankness on his face, but rather the look his face was enough to make my heart complete the last stage of my trembling fear.

ARES

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After my mother's death to the unknown, I hated everyone and became the devil himself, who cared about nothing and no one else, and the devil that the word "Love" was never found my chronicle

Two days before, I moved, more like vanished to a little distance town to regain my sanity again, because of the shitty memories that was filled in this place getting on my nerves.

Others would call it a break, but to me it was fleeing away from mental destruction and Fuck, everything was going on smoothly, until I saw her: Fragile, innocent, yet stupid and careless, and until that same one night, where I had sex with her, but as soon as I did that, to say I regretted it for the rest of my life was nothing, cause after I did, I hated my being as a whole, as my peace of mind worsen after that one night.

Yes, having sex with her was the biggest mistake of my life m, cause after it was all over, the revelation of who she truly was and how our encounter had been fucking planned by the one who had never for once given any good thing in my life.

"I would never make this work, and am not mad to ever go to that fucking hellhole of a town again.."

After that shit, I kept repeating this words to myself in order not to lose it myself, but now and as if the Great shitty one that I had no regard whatsoever to was toying with me, I get to see her again few distance away from me, wearing the shitty uniform of the school that I own.

Seeing the same female that I had chose to despise with every bone in me, I swore and clenched my fist tightly, as she kept on looking at me with a pathetic shock expression written all over her face, but still I kept on telling myself to stay calm, but in the end, as soon as she finally runs out, I get up from the fucking chair and follow her behind, caring less about the damn teacher watching the whole drama, caring less about what the disgusting eyes of everyone would think.

Seeing her again and igniting the fire within me, I followed her with only one intention, and to me that one intention was enough to break the bond that the fucking great one had tied us with.

"I would never fucking love anyone..."

Spitting out frustratedly, I whispered to myself as if accepting the challenge of the Goddess herself.. I did, and since the goddess had decided to wreck my life more by bringing the one I never need to me, the "Chosen" one would face the consequences instead...

The fragile human would suffer my wrath and leave me one her own.

I would make her life so shitty that she would hate the fact that ever existed, just like I fucking what.

Banging the door furiously, I walked out of the class to the weak human that would be the new one to vent all my burning anger out.

MINE, SHE IS MY NEW PET!