I could not believe how fast the tide had changed . It was as though we were back right where we started. I just had the best lay of my life and my mate is thinking of a other? It was painful beyond words.

'Do I really not mean anything to you?' I asked.

'Lyndon, you do. But I just can't explain it. It has always been Iris since when I was little. It has nothing to do with how I feel about you' he said, pleading with his eyes for my understanding.

I scoffed, what was there to understand? 'It ...