Lyndon's POV

I had no rest after Andrew left. I could not stop thinking about him. The thought of him kept giving me a hard on. I knew this could not continue. I was going insane with wanting him. I knew I had been attracted to Iris and maybe still was but I was angry that she was the reason I could not have a fulfilling relationship withy mate.

Or was I attracted to her just because the live of my life was? I couldn't answer the question with all sincerity. All I knew was that I would do ...