Jacqueline's POV

Rachel and I moved back to our little apartment. We had no use of staying at the hotel any longer.

I locked myself up in my room for days. I barely ate anything.

It wasn't fair to Rachel. I knew that.

I was still grieving. Grieving for him. I knew we always argued, but I cherished our little moments together.

The news of his sudden death was already all over the news.

Ethan was the first man I truly ever loved. He was my first everything. I thought we could start ...