He was being kind, but I knew it was a face of him that never lasted and now I knew who he got it from. 

I turned on the shower and let it wash away all my dreams so I could accept reality. Shawn was going to marry me and Jayden... 

I cried some more under the shower because I never thought the last time I spoke to him was going to be the last. When I was done, u got up and dried my body and realized that I didn't take any change of clothes in. 

It didn't matter though, he had ...