Nathan POV

As I drove through that rainy night, I was thinking about my dilemmas and what I was doing in this life. All I wanted was to take care of my children and be present in their lives, but it seemed like that was an impossibly challenging mission for me. The downside was that it always insisted on wanting to swallow.

“Wow, Ellen, you're beautiful, and your body ate, but I can't do something like that to my wife. That would be very low and foolish of me,” I said to myself.

I ...