Alaric's POV

I did it again.

I could have stayed still, I shouldn't have...

I growl, punching the wall before me and panting heavily. If only...I don't know what to say or think about.

I didn't realize my fists were bleeding until I felt exhausted and ran my fingers on my face.

It keeps taking control like an ego that wouldn't be easy to get rid of.

My hands trembled as I leaned on the rail, everything was blurry before my eyes, and I could feel it, that hate already.

Perhaps, they were right, ...