What exactly are you supposed to feel on your wedding day? I have zero idea.

I was never one of those girls that thought about that—dreaming of Ken or Prince Charming, and poofy white princess weddings, even when I was little. Maybe it started with losing our parents. Maybe it got worse when Kara died.

Or maybe I was just born without that gene that yearns for a fairytale.

As of a few months ago, I definitely stopped believing in fairytales. That included dreaming about a wedding day I knew ...