is she Caspian's mate?

I sobbed harder at the thought of Bridget as Caspian's mate.

It felt like I'd been punched in the gut, all the air sucked out of me. I couldn't bear the thought of Caspian with Bridget, touching her, loving her. Tears streamed down my face as I cried. I'd lost the love of my life, my best friend, and my everything all in one day.

As I walked out of the school, I kept my head down, avoiding eye contact with anyone who might recognize me. The last thing ...