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Chapter 4: The First Night

The reception dragged on longer than I would have liked. Amid the endless speeches, toasts, and congratulations from people I barely knew, I felt trapped in a loop of forced smiles and hollow conversations. Every time I thought it was over, someone else would approach with another round of good wishes, praises for our "beautiful union," or unsolicited advice on how to maintain a happy marriage.

Alex remained by my side, always impeccable, always with that restrained smile that never quite reached his eyes. He moved with an ease that irritated me, as if all this was just another transaction in his life, a deal to be closed effortlessly. But each time someone congratulated us, his hand tightened slightly on my back, as if constantly reminding me that we were in this together… at least for the public.

Finally, when the room began to empty and the music lowered, I knew the show was nearing its end. But there was another part of the "agreement" to fulfill: the "honeymoon," or at least the illusion of one. The media would be watching, rumors would already be circulating, and the expectation of our departure together was clearly marked in every gaze directed at us.

I headed toward the exit, feeling the weight of the stares on my shoulders. Alex followed, walking beside me with the same controlled confidence he always displayed. Before I could reach the door, I felt his hand gently but firmly grip my arm. I turned to look at him and saw that inscrutable expression I was beginning to know all too well.

“We need to talk,” he murmured, his tone low and calm.

I nodded, though a part of me wanted to scream. What more was there to say? We had already exchanged our empty promises, already sealed the contract. But I knew he wouldn’t leave anything to chance; he needed to make sure everything was perfectly clear before we took the next step.

He led me to a small private room, away from the bustle of the hall. He closed the door behind us and stood there for a moment, watching me in silence. I felt my breath quicken slightly under his scrutiny, but I forced myself to stay calm.

“Isabella,” he began, his voice lower than usual, “I want to make sure you understand what will happen from now on.”

“Is there anything that hasn’t been made clear?” I replied, trying to keep my tone neutral, though I felt a mix of anxiety and irritation.

His expression didn’t change, but his eyes narrowed slightly.

“I want you to know there will be no surprises between us. I don’t want any misunderstandings. As I mentioned before, our rules are simple but important. Appearances are everything.”

I felt a surge of frustration. Why was he still insisting on this? Did he think I needed him to repeat the rules like I was a child?

“Alex, I’ve already understood the rules,” I responded, crossing my arms. “No physical intimacy, no falling in love, and maintain appearances. Anything else I should know?”

His smile widened slightly, and I was surprised to see a flash of humor in his eyes.

“You’re right. You’ve understood,” he said, taking a step toward me. “But I want you to also understand that it won’t be easy. This marriage isn’t just for you. It’s a sacrifice for me too.”

That comment caught me by surprise. I had assumed that for him, this was simply a strategic move, another corporate merger. A sacrifice? What sacrifice could it be for a man like Alexander Carlisle?

“A sacrifice?” I asked, unable to hide the skepticism in my voice. “What kind of sacrifice is this for you? What are you losing?”

His eyes darkened a bit, and for a moment, I thought I had crossed a line, but his expression returned to neutral almost immediately.

“I lose the freedom to choose,” he replied in a controlled tone, but there was an emotional weight in his words that I didn’t expect. “Just like you. I lose the ability to live my life as I did before, with the independence I value so much.”

I felt something stir inside me. I hadn’t expected that answer. I had imagined that for him, this marriage would simply be a means to an end, an opportunity to consolidate his power and protect his empire. But something in his voice, in the way he said it, made me doubt my assumptions.

“I suppose we’re in the same situation then,” I finally said, softening my tone a bit.

He nodded slowly, his gaze never leaving mine.

“That’s right. And that’s why I want this to work in the best way possible for both of us.”

I stepped a little closer, aware of the proximity now between us. There was something in his gaze, in the way his voice had changed, that made me want to know more. I didn’t know if it was curiosity or something deeper that I didn’t want to admit, but I felt the need to understand him, to comprehend who this man I had married really was.

“And what is the best way for you, Alex?” I asked softly.

His smile faded slightly, and his expression became more serious.

“The best way is to follow the rules,” he said firmly. “Maintain emotional and physical distance, but also support each other when necessary. I don’t want unnecessary conflicts, Isa. We both have a lot at stake.”

I felt a twinge hearing my nickname in his voice, spoken with a familiarity I didn’t expect. I didn’t know if I liked it or if it irritated me more.

“Fine,” I said finally. “We’ll keep up appearances and carry on with our lives.”

He nodded, satisfied.

“Perfect. We understand each other.”

His hand brushed my arm as he passed me to open the door, and I felt a shiver run across my skin. I couldn’t help it. There was something in his touch, in the way his presence affected me, that made me feel nervous, restless… alive in a way I didn’t want to admit.

We stepped out together, returning to the reception, where the last guests were beginning to leave. Alex’s gaze turned toward the photographers, and his expression immediately softened into a perfect smile. He took my hand, and although I knew it was part of the show, I couldn’t help but feel a twinge of something… almost like anticipation.

Once outside, we got into the car that would take us to the next part of the “show”: the wedding night. I felt a mix of anxiety and determination. Alex remained silent during the ride, glancing at me from time to time as if trying to decipher my thoughts.

When we arrived at the hotel, a luxurious and private place arranged for us, the tension in the air was palpable. I felt his hand on the small of my back as he guided me to the elevator. My skin tingled under his touch, and I struggled to remain calm.

We rode up in silence, the air between us charged with unspoken expectations. When the elevator doors opened, Alex led me to the bridal suite, a massive room with windows that offered an impressive view of the city. Everything was decorated with white roses, lit candles, and an enormous bed in the center of the room covered with rose petals.

I stood in the doorway, suddenly feeling trapped in a place designed to seduce, to confuse my senses. Alex closed the door behind us, and I felt his presence slowly approaching.

“Isabella,” he said softly, his voice low, “remember our rules.”

I looked at him steadily, trying to ignore the rapid beat of my heart.

“I remember,” I replied, with more firmness than I felt.

But at that moment, I knew tonight wouldn’t be as simple as following the rules. There was something between us that I couldn’t ignore, something that made me want to challenge him, to test my own limits. The real test was about to begin.

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