Jason's p.o.v

Was I too cold towards my mate?, maybe. But I didn't want to be closer to her. Ever since I lost my parents and most of my pack members, I was afraid to get closer to anyone and mostly my mate. "What if something bad was to happen to her and I failed to protect her?". It would not only haunt me for life but kill me too?. I was a coward who couldn't even look after his people or rebuild the pack back to its formal glory. I hated myself a lot and for that, I didn't deserve to ...