It was my first time doing a reverse 69. It was hot. I loved it and wanted to go at it again.

Silence stretched between us, heavy, laced with the kind of aftermath that left my skin buzzing and my legs weak.

We had oral sex on my mum's counter. Where she cooked.

I can't really tell how I feel about that. But then again, I didn't care. I would clean it up later.

I ran my hand through Ryder's head as he breathed.

I smiled. My heart feels at rest.

He was handsome. Cute and he wanted me. It ...