I lower my head as I pull the handbrake and close my eyes, just for a second. The moment I do, Ian's hurtful face flashes in my mind.

"I kissed him," I shut my eyes in shame.

He stared at me in shock and disbelief. Then his face turned into anger and disgust.

"Who are you?" he shook his head. "My Lily never would've done that."

I burst into tears. "I fucked up, Ian," I shook my head, sobbing. "I ruined everything and now... I can never fix it."

"Lily," he tightened his jaw, but ...