Blue's [POV]

This position was new and scary to me. My hands and head were on the bed, but my hips were raised. I was truly scared. It was not just the position. It was also him who I was scared of.

He was never gentle when it came to making love. He might say that he tried to hold back, but to me, it was not holding back at all. I always thought he was aggressive.

But I also knew he was not someone to lie to. If he said he was holding back, then he was holding back. But tonight, I did not ...