Blue's [POV]

For the first time, I was scared that I would die.

Before, I had never felt like this. I wanted to live, but I was never scared to die either.

After all, death was a better option than all the things I faced in my family.

I never could bring myself to kill myself. Perhaps it was because I had always been a coward. I was so much of a coward that I could not kill myself, and nor could I live. It was always a state in the middle of living and death.

'Was I a zombie then without ...