Blue's [POV]

He tore my dress again. He had the habit to do so as if he was running out of time and could not bear to wait a bit longer.

Since it had been a few weeks, I did not have any bumps on my stomach. I had yet to know what it would feel like. Now it did not feel like I was pregnant at all.

Perhaps that was the reason I did not feel much of thing like any kind of connection with the child.

I heard that pregnant women could feel something like feeling a child. But for me, it was ...