I just had sex for the first time. It was only uncomfortable for a short time, and then afterwards, I couldn't find the words to describe it. I wonder if it will feel this good with all of them. I also wonder what it will be like to be with more than one of them at the same time. I look at myself in my bathroom mirror. I don't look any different, but I feel it. I also feel this ache. It is not a soreness type of ache, but one of longing. After I peed, I washed up and found myself masturbating, ...