The walk to town took about three hours and my legs were killing me by the time we saw the hospital and my stomach was doing flips because I had no clue what I'd find when I got there and Jax kept looking at me like he thought I might pass out.

"You good?" he asked for maybe the tenth time and I said "No but I gotta do this" and he squeezed my hand and said "I'm right here."

We got to the hospital and that smell hit me first you know that weird clean smell hospitals have and it brought back ...