I said this is going to be the last time i'm going to update my diary.

But I still come back crawling because I can't keep this off from you.

Okay, you know my dad right? I was tired of waiting for my Dad to show up every night. Maybe I was just tired of him ordering me around all the time; I needed to get out of the house with him so I didn’t have to deal anymore.

Being in college should have awarded me some freedoms like most normal girls at age 19. My Mom said it was just Dad being dad. ...