Freya

I woke up feeling a bit under the weather. The last few weeks have been hell, to say the least. I’ve cried myself to sleep more nights than I can even remember. It’s easy to say ‘be strong, don’t think about it. You’ll be fine…’ but in reality, it’s so hard.

Every day feels like I’m back to where I started. In every dream, I find myself back at the hotel, watching Dennis and Sonia go wild.

It’s been hard, and I can’t even give up. I can’t. I can’t let them take ...