Lucien

I open my eyes and all I feel is pain.

Pain on top of fucking pain. Over and over again.

I wish I could sleep and never wake up, but when this thought crosses my mind, all I feel is guilt because I can’t abandon my family to their fate. While I’m alive I feel like something could be done. I could always have a chance to leave this place.

But until then? Until then, I can’t do a damn thing about it but stay alive. I’m waiting for Elijah. I don’t know if he’ll be able ...